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Monday, May 29, 2006

im trying to give up,but it breaks my heart!
i have to stab my own heart.in order for me to let you go.gosh,its tearing me apart rite now.haiisss...i mis u!

yesterdae i went to meet janelle n tingwen.
i ton at tingwen's house.den we r like so
click lohhs.hahas.ermx..we talk alot..
me n janelle so broke until we have no more cigarettes to smoke.
we keep savin cigarettes lahhs.
well,den tingwen n i keep talkin abt ghost story...
oh no its like so scary..
den we talk about xiner n pris..hahas..
got so many doubts n confusion abt dem lohh.
hahhass...haiiss den ive been askin tingwen what is goin on
in taiwan now.wonderin what is she doin dere.haiiss..
i onli have four more daes.im counting down..
i have band tmlx..i cant wait for tml.
sigh..todae seems to be like a long n awaiting dae for me.
i find that ..todae will be a long dae for me to go thru.
why like this lehhx?haiiss i dunno too..

to pig:pig,u sae i change.

u are the one who change more den i do.

haiiss i am alright.i dun need anyone,

but den u lehhx?i noe what u tinkin loh.

u tink im onli using u lahhs.haiiss its like so hurtin.

i nvr at all lohh..

haiiss wadever lahhs..i feel so sad..

haiiss..

counting down to:30daes to my birthdae.

would any one tell me now?

my heart is tearing up.

my world has fallen apart.,

my life is meaningless.

i felt like crying..

world seems so dark for me now.

life seems so empty too.gosh,

im tearing apart.

i felt like cuttin myself.

i muz let u go by thursdae.

i guess,im gonna hurt myself.

im order to let u go...

i dun need u to return back anymore.

712pm

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